d dreaded day has finally arrived

mood : mixed
wandi's 1st day as an NSman

[ 170804 / 06:51 pm ]
today. the day wandi and i have been waiting for so long. the day he has to surrender himself to national service. the life they say will transform a boy to a man. well thats what they always say... :p
newaez, i woke up early to meet my baby at bishan. the moment i saw him under his block, i was already smiling widely like mad. noticed he has shaved his beard. haha..his face..so..erm..botak..well, we then went to the shop and then off to his house. there, his momma offered food but i din wanna eat. poor thing my baby din even have the appetite. while his momma was getting ready, wandi and i were already having tears in our eyes..aawww..there was this heavy feeling in our hearts..well i guess those who r in love should know..peaCe.
and so later, we were already at Pasir Ris Interchange. we met wandi's sis n then we took a bus to SAF Ferry Terminal. here comes the saddest part...it was finally time for us to part. couldn't send him to tekong, so i juz stood at the window, watching wandi, his momma, sis and niece walk towards the ferry. i could already feel my heart at my stomach. my tears were trying to push their way out of my eyes but i managed to hold them back. walked out of the ferry terminal. and suddenly wandi called! was sooooooo delighted!! we talked for awhile. and then he had to go. i had to go too, but i brought wandi along in my heart.

baby, i'll be waiting for you to come back. im missing you already, like mad.


[ 170804 / 11:40 pm ]
finally i got to talk to my baby!! he 1st called at around 10:44 pm and told he'd call again after lights out. 2nd call was at around 11:32 pm. we talked for awhile. it was such a relief to hear his sweet sweet voice. and then it was time for him to go. well, i couldn't already hold my tears, but i know we're gonna talk again. soon, i was jumping here and there like a monkey, laughing hardly, and telling my momma wandi called.

baby, im so in love with you.