Wednesday, September 08, 2004

23rd month

wandi's 22nd day as an NSman

yeay!! today is our 23rd month together!! im so excited cuz we're not only gonna celebrate our 23 months but also his birthday on this Saturday!

newaez baby, this is for you.
all i hafta say is im very contented for having you in my life.
i appreciate all that you've done for me, for all the times spent together, for all the moments you've alwiz stood by me.
b..im very deep in love with you.
i can neva see, let alone imagine myself not being with you.
b..i guess you've alwiz seen and heard all this before, but i hope you'll neva get tired of all these.
i believe you feel the same way too.
b..i know i have alwiz said this, but also i will alwiz and will neva stop telling you how much i love you.
you're the only one for me.
there is no other that can take the place which you've taken in my heart.
and i will neva eva leave you for i know i only have you.
i can neva live without you.
i will be the one to hold you tight and i will alwiz be the one by your side baby.
you're my life. you're my everything.
i love you so much haswandi.
i really do.

i'll be waiting for you to come back baby. 2 more days but im already missing you terribly..

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

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dang...i need money!!
oh btw ive got an interview tomorrow at changi so wish me luck!!

baby!!! im missing u terrrrrrribuhly!!! urgh...

Monday, September 06, 2004

wOoHoOoOo... ... ...

saturday / 040904 / 11:05am

guess whaaaat?! wandi's finally free!!! ok, he could actually book out. theeheehee..
oh well when i woke up from sleep, i checked my hp but i couldn see any missed calls or at least messages. my heart was feeling so heavy and my mind was not thinking properly. i was thinking he couldn come home or he'd come home very late..i was sad cuz i wanted badly to spend the whole day with my baby. but suddenly, i heard the tone 'perhaps, perhaps, perhaps' being played, it was him!! i expected to see
' -darling- ' on my hp, but instead i saw ' darling hse '! he was at home! yeay! we then planned what to do for the day.

02:00pm. it was time to meet him! he was already waiting at the bus-stop near my place. from far, i saw the botakman of mine standing with his shades on, and suddenly i felt like i was flying. what's more..he turned to see if i have arrived, yes! he saw me but he tried to maintain his 'seriousness'. but i smiled at him and yes! i succeeded in making him smile back at me. oh i was already melting. as i approached him, i saw the tanned-ness of his skin and i couldn help but smiled even more widely. and i reached for him. oh finally his hands touched mine and we held them tightly. the man who i love alot, the man who i wanted badly to see, he was standing right in front of me. he was sooo oh gorgeous..sexay..my baby. :P and his botakness and darkness made me fall even more for him..hee..i melted..argh..stop me!
ooh baby..i love u oh so much. anywayz we then started the day together, doing the norm, went to town, ate and window-shopped. we wanted to catch a movie but it seemed ALL the movies were sold out. but still, i was so glad and thankful i could meet my baby and spend the whole day together.


sunday / 050904 / 01:00pm

met my baby again for lunch. went to eunos to eat but only bought a plate of fried rice cuz my baby had to maintain his weight. went to school after that, and after school met him again, this time to send him to pasir ris interchange. it was time for him to book in. reached there at around 07:00pm. we saw alot other recruits too. i was like in a sea of green. ooh my favourite colour! newaez i stayed with my baby for 1/2 hour. time for him to board the bus to the ferry terminal. oh and the feeling came in again. that heaviness of the heart. the tears tried to appear but i managed to calm me down. when i was near the mrt station, he called to tell me to take care. turned back to see him but they looked all the same! but still i got to see the man who was waving at me from far. exchanged a few sweet words and off we went, he to the bus and me to the train. in the train, i kept thinking of him and the time we got to spend with each other. kept thinking of his new look, wanted to smile but did not. juz din want people to think i aint ok. haha..started to miss him again..hmm... ...urgh..

oh he's coming out again next friday night!! yippee!!! and the saturday is his BIG DAY!!! yeaHoOoOo!!!

come out soon baby!! im waitin for u!! i love u!! hee...

lalalalalalalaa...

alooooha

wandi's 20th day as an NSman

yea im back! damn those adwares..anywayz its been so long since i last blogged. haha well many things have happened, ok not so many but events do occur in the past weeks..so maybe i shall blog it herre..enjoy..

saturday / 280804
wandi's 11th day as an NSman

d day i finally got to see my baby..but i had to go to tekong to meet him. oh its actually the parents' meeting session..haha sounds juz like secondary school time. newaez i woke up early, wanting to meet wandi's momma n sistas, but reached pasir ris interchange a lil late.
met them at around 12:35pm, and then off we went to the SAF Ferry Terminal, where we had to take the ferry (DUH!) to pulau tekong. while on the way there, i was feeling soooo excited already cuz i know i'd be meeting my baby!! haha..
finally! reached tekong and there we saw all the recruits were kinda queueing up to wait for their family members to appear. from far, i saw him, yes! it was HIM!! weeheeeee..and my heart suddenly felt so wide. it was like a relief when i saw him. he looked so...CUTE!! theehaha...his botak head and his very tanned skin. oh i feel like hugging my teddy! haha...but well since his momma n sis were there, i had to behave. he was a lil shocked and was like "oi! so many come ah?!" haha..yea..we were like a group with many members in it. newaez after that, we were brought to his bunk. his is under the kilo company. his bunk's way in and the temperature there was 1-2 degrees celsius higher. my back was already so wet! yux..and wandi? he was so full of sweat haha..
at his bunk, we sat down, ate and we chat. we talked abt wandi's life there and all the things he has to go through all day. and sometimes when his momma and sis were not looking, wandi and me would juz tease each other..heehee...cheeky cheeky..oh i miss him terribly..well we talked and talked til it was time to leave. we walked together to the departure hall and while on the way we took pictures. there was one where his sis took a picture of only me and him. hope it turns out well. soon, we were already boarding the ferry. i kept turning back to see my darling. saw him and waved. hmm...d feeling came back again..c ya soon baby.

oh newaez later when i was in the bus he called. haha..