haha.. i kno at d beginning of this blog there is d date stated, but i cant think of any title so tats y such title.. so newaez...
yeap so yesterday i did mention i wana talk about me n 1D.. too many things have happened in our lives.. we were together, broke up, got together again.. n then broke up.. got together.. broke up.. n then eventuali we decided to get together again n never to go our separate ways anymo. i remember how mum has alwiz told me 1D n i r meant for each other. i mean tat sentence comes from mum, not juz sum random stranger, n i believe wateva words mum say means a lot.. n i mean A WHOLE LOT. she doesn juz say things for fun, she doesn like to play w words, wen she means it, she reli means it. so tat is y i take it to heart tat i kno i'l stil end up w 1D. ive tried so hard to push 1D away (back then wen my mind was stil haywire.. lol), but 1D has neva given up on me. NEVER. but ive given up. no, not on 1D, but given up on pushn him away. so i thought lets juz stop playn tis kinda game n move on. tat is 1 of d reasons we got engaged. n neva have i looked back eva since.
d parents loooooooooooooove 1D so much i get jealous. bwaha. juz kidding. oh n he loooooves d attention my parents give. dang it. haha. there wil b times wen mum doesn like wat im doing, eg spending too much $$$, n tis fiance of mine juz hafta agree with mum n he'l do his funny faces like "i told u so" n gimme d thumbs up n shake them like i juz got a bad scolding. haha. badass. poor thing tho he gets d scolding from me afterwards for rubbn it on me. bwahaha. but i stil love him. i gues my heart stil holds wat ive written in my previous-years blogs. cant have no one else replace 1D. hes juz too special. im sure anyone of u has tat special sum1 who u love so much u dun even kno y he / she is so special. dang it.. i am so mushy huh. lol.. so 1Dbaby.. wen u read tis.. pleeeeaasee dun b so kembang ok. i love u n i love u ALOT! :Þ
oh well.. i juz cant wait for june 2010. reli i cant wait. my heart is jumpn like jack evry second. oh boy oh boy oh boy! i wish we'r already married. hahaha.. wait! i wish im gettn married tomorrow cuz i kno d process of gettn prepared few days b4 is pumpn my adrenaline! hehahehehe.. i juz looooooove d xcitement i can go bonkers anytime! hahaahahaa call me gatal i dun care cuz i wana marry wanndddiiiiii!!
ok laters!
green queen
Friday, October 02, 2009
some of our fotos together
feeling2 classic.. LOL
bimla model
hanika badu.. heh.
on his bDay - 11 September 2009
wen i fetched d 'yemeni' boy from d airport
Thursday, October 01, 2009
first oktober oh nine
ha.. im back after so long.. again. theres juz so many things in mind i would like to jot down but i juz duno wher to start. lemme see...
ive turned 26 on 20082009, i got engaged on 15112008, im gettn married in june 2010 n i hope to get babies by early 2011. heeheheeee..
so yes i got engaged on 15 november 2008. whoasei! tat means it'l b a year in 46 days! n in 7 days it wil b 7 years for me n wandi! wheee! amazing how i stil remember dates. im sure any 26 year old like me does remember n keep sentimental values to themselves eh. so newaez i could stil remember it all started from me n 1D talkn about gettn to d next level. no there wasn any kneeling down n "will u marry me" kinda proposal cuz i thought tat wasn necessary (altho i stil joke about wanting him to do such). n then there was d time wen 1D actuali talked to my parents personally about wanting to get engaged to me. whoa i thought tat was d best moment of d time. lol. n then there was wen 1D's fam eventuali came over to my side n talked bout things, preparations n date to get engaged. i was told to go to intan's place (like traditionally, i think) n 1D was also not present; it was only talk among d elders. how excited i was to kno tat finali i was gettn engaged.
so d eve came n i was already helpn mum out to expand d space in my house. lol. i could say i couldn sleep cuz i was too excited. n then d day finali came. n then i was at iNuovi bishan to get my makeup done. intan n ayu accompanied me. sumhow i got intan to get those fake lashes. heehee. n then i was back home, gettn prepared n finali evryone came. both sides of fam discussed this n tat n suddenly evrythn was over. was tiring but was worth it. so there.. im already engaged. woweee. pix can b found on my multiply n fb sites.
n now suddenly its time to get married. i remember wen i told mum i'l get married at 24. but im 2 years late now. but tats ok. d only thing i kinda regret is not saving enuf $. ive been workn for about 5 years now but i stil do not have enuf $. my mistake is believing in 'only care for today n not tomorrow'. dammit. tat was my motto - 'i live for today'. i mean yes u can live for today, live by d seconds or by each breath u take, but alwiz prepare for tomorrow. i din. i din think about tomorrow n so i only started saving wen i got engaged. heh. embarassing. its already hard wen ur d only 1 workn but its harder wen u dun prepare enuf. so for u kids reading this, save ur $ wen u dun need to use them. it doesn hafta b about wedding, it can b anything! prolly u wana pay ur own school fees, buy ur own vespa, get ur own house or wateva d reason may b, juz prepare while ur stil young. dang.. now i feel i can b a mum. tats wat im gona do. save enuf $ for my kids even b4 theyr born. heh. im gona have 6 so i may hafta start very soon! bwaha.
yesssssss now tat im talkn about gettn kids.. ive told mum n d rest again n again i wana have at least 6 beautiful boys n girls. can b 3 boys 3 girls, 4 girls 2 boys, 4 boys 2 girls, any no Allah wants to give. of cuz d normal reaction received is "6 kids?!?!?!?!!! r u sure?!?!?!?!!" n from mum, "well if u wana have 6 kids U take care of them urself. theyr UR kids. U should now go thru how i cared for U! hahahaaa. talkn about 6 kids. wait til u have ONE kid." hahahahaaaa.. all i could do was laugh. mum is so cute. of cuz theres truth in wat she said. n prolly u may say, "come back to d real world, 6 is impossible." well, i'l say InsyAllah. ive been askn for 6 children for years (in fact SEVENTEEN is my aim, yes 17, *evil laugh*) so i hope i wil reli get 6. haha. all d best 1D! bwahaha. well like they (i duno who they r) say, if u reli hope for sumn good very hard, it may juz come true. so hoping hard i wil so i wil get 6 kids. hehehahhehahehaaa..
now back to gettn married. ive already booked this n that n im too lazy to think about wat i haven booked since it involves $$$ n i wil only get mad thinkn about $$$. all i can say is get ready for June 2010. bwaha.
now lets talk about me (isnt tat wat we'v been doing since juz now? lol.) im stil workn in SGH as an administrative assistant. yes. its been 2 years n going-to-b-2 months now. this is d longest ive stayed in a job. d next longest was wen i was with PA - People's Association - for 2 years exactly. seriously i dun think i'l stay in tis job for any longer if its not gona bring me anywher. its ok boss if ur reading this. its my blog n i can say anythn i want so u kno how i feel. LOL. i mean now i feel i need sumn new, sumn challenging perhaps? i think ive had enuf of paperwork. we'l c wat d future brings. in d meantime i'l enjoy preparing MC papers n doing d charts n putting in data n such. i love doing tat, seriously. altho i kno i stil have careless mistakes. haha. ok enuf of work.
its near lunchtime now. in fact another 9 to 12 noon. im meeting my baby at harbourfront. oh yeaaa.. we'l talk about us later wen i come back!
laters!
green queen
ive turned 26 on 20082009, i got engaged on 15112008, im gettn married in june 2010 n i hope to get babies by early 2011. heeheheeee..
so yes i got engaged on 15 november 2008. whoasei! tat means it'l b a year in 46 days! n in 7 days it wil b 7 years for me n wandi! wheee! amazing how i stil remember dates. im sure any 26 year old like me does remember n keep sentimental values to themselves eh. so newaez i could stil remember it all started from me n 1D talkn about gettn to d next level. no there wasn any kneeling down n "will u marry me" kinda proposal cuz i thought tat wasn necessary (altho i stil joke about wanting him to do such). n then there was d time wen 1D actuali talked to my parents personally about wanting to get engaged to me. whoa i thought tat was d best moment of d time. lol. n then there was wen 1D's fam eventuali came over to my side n talked bout things, preparations n date to get engaged. i was told to go to intan's place (like traditionally, i think) n 1D was also not present; it was only talk among d elders. how excited i was to kno tat finali i was gettn engaged.
so d eve came n i was already helpn mum out to expand d space in my house. lol. i could say i couldn sleep cuz i was too excited. n then d day finali came. n then i was at iNuovi bishan to get my makeup done. intan n ayu accompanied me. sumhow i got intan to get those fake lashes. heehee. n then i was back home, gettn prepared n finali evryone came. both sides of fam discussed this n tat n suddenly evrythn was over. was tiring but was worth it. so there.. im already engaged. woweee. pix can b found on my multiply n fb sites.
n now suddenly its time to get married. i remember wen i told mum i'l get married at 24. but im 2 years late now. but tats ok. d only thing i kinda regret is not saving enuf $. ive been workn for about 5 years now but i stil do not have enuf $. my mistake is believing in 'only care for today n not tomorrow'. dammit. tat was my motto - 'i live for today'. i mean yes u can live for today, live by d seconds or by each breath u take, but alwiz prepare for tomorrow. i din. i din think about tomorrow n so i only started saving wen i got engaged. heh. embarassing. its already hard wen ur d only 1 workn but its harder wen u dun prepare enuf. so for u kids reading this, save ur $ wen u dun need to use them. it doesn hafta b about wedding, it can b anything! prolly u wana pay ur own school fees, buy ur own vespa, get ur own house or wateva d reason may b, juz prepare while ur stil young. dang.. now i feel i can b a mum. tats wat im gona do. save enuf $ for my kids even b4 theyr born. heh. im gona have 6 so i may hafta start very soon! bwaha.
yesssssss now tat im talkn about gettn kids.. ive told mum n d rest again n again i wana have at least 6 beautiful boys n girls. can b 3 boys 3 girls, 4 girls 2 boys, 4 boys 2 girls, any no Allah wants to give. of cuz d normal reaction received is "6 kids?!?!?!?!!! r u sure?!?!?!?!!" n from mum, "well if u wana have 6 kids U take care of them urself. theyr UR kids. U should now go thru how i cared for U! hahahaaa. talkn about 6 kids. wait til u have ONE kid." hahahahaaaa.. all i could do was laugh. mum is so cute. of cuz theres truth in wat she said. n prolly u may say, "come back to d real world, 6 is impossible." well, i'l say InsyAllah. ive been askn for 6 children for years (in fact SEVENTEEN is my aim, yes 17, *evil laugh*) so i hope i wil reli get 6. haha. all d best 1D! bwahaha. well like they (i duno who they r) say, if u reli hope for sumn good very hard, it may juz come true. so hoping hard i wil so i wil get 6 kids. hehehahhehahehaaa..
now back to gettn married. ive already booked this n that n im too lazy to think about wat i haven booked since it involves $$$ n i wil only get mad thinkn about $$$. all i can say is get ready for June 2010. bwaha.
now lets talk about me (isnt tat wat we'v been doing since juz now? lol.) im stil workn in SGH as an administrative assistant. yes. its been 2 years n going-to-b-2 months now. this is d longest ive stayed in a job. d next longest was wen i was with PA - People's Association - for 2 years exactly. seriously i dun think i'l stay in tis job for any longer if its not gona bring me anywher. its ok boss if ur reading this. its my blog n i can say anythn i want so u kno how i feel. LOL. i mean now i feel i need sumn new, sumn challenging perhaps? i think ive had enuf of paperwork. we'l c wat d future brings. in d meantime i'l enjoy preparing MC papers n doing d charts n putting in data n such. i love doing tat, seriously. altho i kno i stil have careless mistakes. haha. ok enuf of work.
its near lunchtime now. in fact another 9 to 12 noon. im meeting my baby at harbourfront. oh yeaaa.. we'l talk about us later wen i come back!
laters!
green queen
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