after so long...

mood : mixed
wandi's 4th day as an NSman

oh wow...it's been a year since i last blogged...and many many things have happened in my life, and wandi's..
in that 1 year, wandi and i have been separated due to lots of quarrel and misunderstandings..all of which, when i think back, can be solved by learning and understanding more about each other.
i was always against what wandi did and would always get mad easily. on the other hand, wandi was too cool it seemed he juz din care about whatever was happening at that time. he was with his own life and i was trying very hard to get his attention. in the end, i couldn't take it, i decided we separate. at that time, i thought wandi was 1 bad guy who din care less. ironically, my love for him was still there. same for him.

after about 4-5 months away from each other, we decided to contact each other. and at that one moment, i was having some problems, and i really really needed to see him, and i got to see him. :) that was when we thought we should get back with each other. from that day, or rather night actually, we have promised that no matter what happens, we will take good care of each other, not hurt each other, learn and understand, and really love each other. (haha so mushy, but hey, im serious)

now that we're together, we have seen changes in our lives. i notice wandi is much more loving and is always looking out for me. and me, i aint mad like i used to be, and i mean mad in the sense of being angry all the time for no reason. hmm...but im still mad tho..hee...too mad about wandi...hhmmm.....

oh well, about the past...im leaving all that behind me...
about now...all i wanna say...im missing wandi very very very terribly...cant wait to see him on 28th aug...
oh yea btw im gonna post things that happen everyday while wandi's away..so dun get confused...

baby, im missing u..as alwiz.