2nd oktober oh nine

haha.. i kno at d beginning of this blog there is d date stated, but i cant think of any title so tats y such title.. so newaez...

yeap so yesterday i did mention i wana talk about me n 1D.. too many things have happened in our lives.. we were together, broke up, got together again.. n then broke up.. got together.. broke up.. n then eventuali we decided to get together again n never to go our separate ways anymo. i remember how mum has alwiz told me 1D n i r meant for each other. i mean tat sentence comes from mum, not juz sum random stranger, n i believe wateva words mum say means a lot.. n i mean A WHOLE LOT. she doesn juz say things for fun, she doesn like to play w words, wen she means it, she reli means it. so tat is y i take it to heart tat i kno i'l stil end up w 1D. ive tried so hard to push 1D away (back then wen my mind was stil haywire.. lol), but 1D has neva given up on me. NEVER. but ive given up. no, not on 1D, but given up on pushn him away. so i thought lets juz stop playn tis kinda game n move on. tat is 1 of d reasons we got engaged. n neva have i looked back eva since.

d parents loooooooooooooove 1D so much i get jealous. bwaha. juz kidding. oh n he loooooves d attention my parents give. dang it. haha. there wil b times wen mum doesn like wat im doing, eg spending too much $$$, n tis fiance of mine juz hafta agree with mum n he'l do his funny faces like "i told u so" n gimme d thumbs up n shake them like i juz got a bad scolding. haha. badass. poor thing tho he gets d scolding from me afterwards for rubbn it on me. bwahaha. but i stil love him. i gues my heart stil holds wat ive written in my previous-years blogs. cant have no one else replace 1D. hes juz too special. im sure anyone of u has tat special sum1 who u love so much u dun even kno y he / she is so special. dang it.. i am so mushy huh. lol.. so 1Dbaby.. wen u read tis.. pleeeeaasee dun b so kembang ok. i love u n i love u ALOT! :Þ

oh well.. i juz cant wait for june 2010. reli i cant wait. my heart is jumpn like jack evry second. oh boy oh boy oh boy! i wish we'r already married. hahaha.. wait! i wish im gettn married tomorrow cuz i kno d process of gettn prepared few days b4 is pumpn my adrenaline! hehahehehe.. i juz looooooove d xcitement i can go bonkers anytime! hahaahahaa call me gatal i dun care cuz i wana marry wanndddiiiiii!!

ok laters!

green queen