first oktober oh nine

ha.. im back after so long.. again. theres juz so many things in mind i would like to jot down but i juz duno wher to start. lemme see...

ive turned 26 on 20082009, i got engaged on 15112008, im gettn married in june 2010 n i hope to get babies by early 2011. heeheheeee..

so yes i got engaged on 15 november 2008. whoasei! tat means it'l b a year in 46 days! n in 7 days it wil b 7 years for me n wandi! wheee! amazing how i stil remember dates. im sure any 26 year old like me does remember n keep sentimental values to themselves eh. so newaez i could stil remember it all started from me n 1D talkn about gettn to d next level. no there wasn any kneeling down n "will u marry me" kinda proposal cuz i thought tat wasn necessary (altho i stil joke about wanting him to do such). n then there was d time wen  1D actuali talked to my parents personally about wanting to get engaged to me. whoa i thought tat was d best moment of d time. lol. n then there was wen 1D's fam eventuali came over to my side n talked bout things, preparations n date to get engaged. i was told to go to intan's place (like traditionally, i think) n 1D was also not present; it was only talk among d elders. how excited i was to kno tat finali i was gettn engaged.

so d eve came n i was already helpn mum out to expand d space in my house. lol. i could say i couldn sleep cuz i was too excited. n then d day finali came. n then i was at iNuovi bishan to get my makeup done. intan n ayu accompanied me. sumhow i got intan to get those fake lashes. heehee. n then i was back home, gettn prepared n finali evryone came. both sides of fam discussed this n tat n suddenly evrythn was over. was tiring but was worth it. so there.. im already engaged. woweee. pix can b found on my multiply n fb sites.

n now suddenly its time to get married. i remember wen i told mum i'l get married at 24. but im 2 years late now. but tats ok. d only thing i kinda regret is not saving enuf $. ive been workn for about 5 years now but i stil do not have enuf $. my mistake is believing in 'only care for today n not tomorrow'. dammit. tat was my motto - 'i live for today'. i mean yes u can live for today, live by d seconds or by each breath u take, but alwiz prepare for tomorrow. i din. i din think about tomorrow n so i only started saving wen i got engaged. heh. embarassing. its already hard wen ur d only 1 workn but its harder wen u dun prepare enuf. so for u kids reading this, save ur $ wen u dun need to use them. it doesn hafta b about wedding, it can b anything! prolly u wana pay ur own school fees, buy ur own vespa, get ur own house or wateva d reason may b, juz prepare while ur stil young. dang.. now i feel i can b a mum. tats wat im gona do. save enuf $ for my kids even b4 theyr born. heh. im gona have 6 so i may hafta start very soon! bwaha.

yesssssss now tat im talkn about gettn kids.. ive told mum n d rest again n again i wana have at least 6 beautiful boys n girls. can b 3 boys 3 girls, 4 girls 2 boys, 4 boys 2 girls, any no Allah wants to give. of cuz d normal reaction received is "6 kids?!?!?!?!!! r u sure?!?!?!?!!" n from mum, "well if u wana have 6 kids U take care of them urself. theyr UR kids. U should now go thru how i cared for U! hahahaaa. talkn about 6 kids. wait til u have ONE kid." hahahahaaaa.. all i could do was laugh. mum is so cute. of cuz theres truth in wat she said. n prolly u may say, "come back to d real world, 6 is impossible." well, i'l say InsyAllah. ive been askn for 6 children for years (in fact SEVENTEEN is my aim, yes 17, *evil laugh*) so i hope i wil reli get 6. haha. all d best 1D! bwahaha. well like they (i duno who they r) say, if u reli hope for sumn good very hard, it may juz come true. so hoping hard i wil so i wil get 6 kids. hehehahhehahehaaa..

now back to gettn married. ive already booked this n that n im too lazy to think about wat i haven booked since it involves $$$ n i wil only get mad thinkn about $$$. all i can say is get ready for June 2010. bwaha.

now lets talk about me (isnt tat wat we'v been doing since juz now? lol.) im stil workn in SGH as an administrative assistant. yes. its been 2 years n going-to-b-2 months now. this is d longest ive stayed in a job. d next longest was wen i was with PA - People's Association - for 2 years exactly. seriously i dun think i'l stay in tis job for any longer if its not gona bring me anywher. its ok boss if ur reading this. its my blog n i can say anythn i want so u kno how i feel. LOL. i mean now i feel i need sumn new, sumn challenging perhaps? i think ive had enuf of paperwork. we'l c wat d future brings. in d meantime i'l enjoy preparing MC papers n doing d charts n putting in data n such. i love doing tat, seriously. altho i kno i stil have careless mistakes. haha. ok enuf of work.

its near lunchtime now. in fact another 9 to 12 noon. im meeting my baby at harbourfront. oh yeaaa.. we'l talk about us later wen i come back!

laters!

green queen

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEE!!!

ahh now im officially 25. :p


green queen

happy birthday singapore!!!


green queen

green queen

aaahhh.. tis is how we look like after years of his NS n not blogging here. well, mak n abah have given d green light for our relationship n for tat wandi has come over to my hse sumtimes to stay n watch tv w us. im all smiles for sure! newaez ive actuali another blog site which i haven been updating also. its hanimadu.vox.com. i'll try to make tat my own personal blog n tis for both wandi n i. so in d meantime i may post more pics of us 2getha. later!

green queen

ola!

ola! its been awhile. actuali, years since i last blogged in here. well i can say tis is definitely my fav blog of all cuz there r old stories abt me n my wandi in here. newaez.. im hungry so i wana eat 1st! later!

green queen

HEY EVERYONE!!

heylo people!
aahhh... its been reli reli a long time since i last blogged here! so how are u people?? hmm...
newaez some updates of our lives here.. yes!! as usual its gona b me n him, me n him, me n him!! haha..

well he's now serving d nation, interestingly (well to me), as a ground pilot. haha ok ok he's actuali a driver in green. its a good thing he can drive tho he will only get d official license wen he ord. newaez, he's involved in ndp where he has to 'tow d guns', that's wat he alwiz tell me. our saturdays r alwiz burnt cuz of his involvement, but thank God its only til National Day.

as for me, im now working at MacPherson CC so anyone wanna c me go there yea heehee.. im a CSO there, which actually stands for Constituency Support Officer. guess what its actually 9:00pm on a Monday night now but im still working. haiz.. shift work.. right now im cutting coupons to be distributed for this Sunday's National Day event here. oh yea! and i have to work on Sunday!! i have to damn wake up at ard 6:30am just to be at work by 8:30am!!! and everyone is sleeping!!! argh!!! oh well this is what they call Active Income. that means u have to be physically in the office to work to get the income u want.

anywaaaaayz

oh..thats d..heh..model tak menjadik.. 

me n hazrul nizam..hee

doesn he look like RoboCop? heehee...


oh gues wat..yesterday on the 8 of January 2005 was our 27th month!! so happy 27 months baby! nyiaha...wow..i mean this is my longest relationship..2 yrs n 3 months..im sooo thankful..
but we din celebrate or anything cuz i had my Mendaki Graduation Tea at Sheraton Towers from 2pm to 5pm. it was..erm..nice..haha..d food n place..oh n there was hazrul nizam!! nyiaha..im not a big fan but i dunno i juz get excited wheneva i c him live or on tv..kheehee.. mayb cuz he looks like my baby..from some angle..hee...
oh baby but i'l alwiz love u..u sweet lil bubu..hee..
newaez i went to d tea w herni n izah. met at newton station n den off we walked together to our next stop. we were among d first who arrived but d sad thing was i din expect us to be seperated. i had to go to table 2, herni table 25 n izah table 28. later on, more came, my table was filled n i made frens. all who came were from d local Us n polytechnics.
later there were speeches given by the president of Mendaki, our MP Dr Yaacob n also an open dialogue session among us n d MP. after tat it was food time. finali sat w d girls where i made frens w another lady from Ngee Ann, her name J. it stands for Juanita, nice eh? n d lady's cool too. from her we got noe Zaki, who's soooo funny cuz he made us laugh aaaaall d way from Sheraton Towers to Starbucks at Liat Towers.
nice people indeed. it was as if we've known each other for so long. hope to hang out w em again soon. newaez i met my darling after that.

such a long n tiring day for my legs..c u soon wAnDï..

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secara tiba-tiba...
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lalu kau menapak
di hati ini...
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diri dan hatimu
melayari kehidupan ini
bersamaku...
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Arti kasih
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membuatku tertawa...
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oOh btw hAppy new yeAr people!!!

my 1D and I

finali a picture of me n my baby, wAnDi.

this picture was taken on 201104 during Hari Raya, and we were at An's place if im not mistaken.
oh yea! btw my baby has long POP-ed from his 3-mth BMT and now he's a ground pilot..haha.. anyone noes wats a ground pilot?
oh well...its been a long time since i last blogged..guess i wil b starting to blog again soon..haha eva since ive dlded this hello program uploading pictures has neva been easier!
wil b uploading more pictures soon!

baby..im missing U terribly...

23rd month

wandi's 22nd day as an NSman

yeay!! today is our 23rd month together!! im so excited cuz we're not only gonna celebrate our 23 months but also his birthday on this Saturday!

newaez baby, this is for you.
all i hafta say is im very contented for having you in my life.
i appreciate all that you've done for me, for all the times spent together, for all the moments you've alwiz stood by me.
b..im very deep in love with you.
i can neva see, let alone imagine myself not being with you.
b..i guess you've alwiz seen and heard all this before, but i hope you'll neva get tired of all these.
i believe you feel the same way too.
b..i know i have alwiz said this, but also i will alwiz and will neva stop telling you how much i love you.
you're the only one for me.
there is no other that can take the place which you've taken in my heart.
and i will neva eva leave you for i know i only have you.
i can neva live without you.
i will be the one to hold you tight and i will alwiz be the one by your side baby.
you're my life. you're my everything.
i love you so much haswandi.
i really do.

i'll be waiting for you to come back baby. 2 more days but im already missing you terribly..

: Þ

dang...i need money!!
oh btw ive got an interview tomorrow at changi so wish me luck!!

baby!!! im missing u terrrrrrribuhly!!! urgh...

wOoHoOoOo... ... ...

saturday / 040904 / 11:05am

guess whaaaat?! wandi's finally free!!! ok, he could actually book out. theeheehee..
oh well when i woke up from sleep, i checked my hp but i couldn see any missed calls or at least messages. my heart was feeling so heavy and my mind was not thinking properly. i was thinking he couldn come home or he'd come home very late..i was sad cuz i wanted badly to spend the whole day with my baby. but suddenly, i heard the tone 'perhaps, perhaps, perhaps' being played, it was him!! i expected to see
' -darling- ' on my hp, but instead i saw ' darling hse '! he was at home! yeay! we then planned what to do for the day.

02:00pm. it was time to meet him! he was already waiting at the bus-stop near my place. from far, i saw the botakman of mine standing with his shades on, and suddenly i felt like i was flying. what's more..he turned to see if i have arrived, yes! he saw me but he tried to maintain his 'seriousness'. but i smiled at him and yes! i succeeded in making him smile back at me. oh i was already melting. as i approached him, i saw the tanned-ness of his skin and i couldn help but smiled even more widely. and i reached for him. oh finally his hands touched mine and we held them tightly. the man who i love alot, the man who i wanted badly to see, he was standing right in front of me. he was sooo oh gorgeous..sexay..my baby. :P and his botakness and darkness made me fall even more for him..hee..i melted..argh..stop me!
ooh baby..i love u oh so much. anywayz we then started the day together, doing the norm, went to town, ate and window-shopped. we wanted to catch a movie but it seemed ALL the movies were sold out. but still, i was so glad and thankful i could meet my baby and spend the whole day together.


sunday / 050904 / 01:00pm

met my baby again for lunch. went to eunos to eat but only bought a plate of fried rice cuz my baby had to maintain his weight. went to school after that, and after school met him again, this time to send him to pasir ris interchange. it was time for him to book in. reached there at around 07:00pm. we saw alot other recruits too. i was like in a sea of green. ooh my favourite colour! newaez i stayed with my baby for 1/2 hour. time for him to board the bus to the ferry terminal. oh and the feeling came in again. that heaviness of the heart. the tears tried to appear but i managed to calm me down. when i was near the mrt station, he called to tell me to take care. turned back to see him but they looked all the same! but still i got to see the man who was waving at me from far. exchanged a few sweet words and off we went, he to the bus and me to the train. in the train, i kept thinking of him and the time we got to spend with each other. kept thinking of his new look, wanted to smile but did not. juz din want people to think i aint ok. haha..started to miss him again..hmm... ...urgh..

oh he's coming out again next friday night!! yippee!!! and the saturday is his BIG DAY!!! yeaHoOoOo!!!

come out soon baby!! im waitin for u!! i love u!! hee...

lalalalalalalaa...

alooooha

wandi's 20th day as an NSman

yea im back! damn those adwares..anywayz its been so long since i last blogged. haha well many things have happened, ok not so many but events do occur in the past weeks..so maybe i shall blog it herre..enjoy..

saturday / 280804
wandi's 11th day as an NSman

d day i finally got to see my baby..but i had to go to tekong to meet him. oh its actually the parents' meeting session..haha sounds juz like secondary school time. newaez i woke up early, wanting to meet wandi's momma n sistas, but reached pasir ris interchange a lil late.
met them at around 12:35pm, and then off we went to the SAF Ferry Terminal, where we had to take the ferry (DUH!) to pulau tekong. while on the way there, i was feeling soooo excited already cuz i know i'd be meeting my baby!! haha..
finally! reached tekong and there we saw all the recruits were kinda queueing up to wait for their family members to appear. from far, i saw him, yes! it was HIM!! weeheeeee..and my heart suddenly felt so wide. it was like a relief when i saw him. he looked so...CUTE!! theehaha...his botak head and his very tanned skin. oh i feel like hugging my teddy! haha...but well since his momma n sis were there, i had to behave. he was a lil shocked and was like "oi! so many come ah?!" haha..yea..we were like a group with many members in it. newaez after that, we were brought to his bunk. his is under the kilo company. his bunk's way in and the temperature there was 1-2 degrees celsius higher. my back was already so wet! yux..and wandi? he was so full of sweat haha..
at his bunk, we sat down, ate and we chat. we talked abt wandi's life there and all the things he has to go through all day. and sometimes when his momma and sis were not looking, wandi and me would juz tease each other..heehee...cheeky cheeky..oh i miss him terribly..well we talked and talked til it was time to leave. we walked together to the departure hall and while on the way we took pictures. there was one where his sis took a picture of only me and him. hope it turns out well. soon, we were already boarding the ferry. i kept turning back to see my darling. saw him and waved. hmm...d feeling came back again..c ya soon baby.

oh newaez later when i was in the bus he called. haha..